Sunday, May 29, 2011

Our trip has started

Today we are in the fifth day of a trip which will probably last almost sixty days. It began last Wednesday after a full - dare I say hectic? - morning of packing to get ready. We had a few little errands to perform before we truly "hit the road," but were on our way south to Swarthmore, PA, by 1:00pm or so. Our route was the Massachusetts Turnpike west to the Taconic Parkway, south to the Tappen Zee Bridge, then the Garden State Parkway and New Jersey Turnpike to the Pennsylvania Turnpike, and then down I-476 to Swarthmore. We arrived by a little after 7:30pm, in time to go to Swarthmore Pizza with our hostess, Wallace Ayers - their Mediterranean Pizza is yummy. There was much for Ellen and Wallace to catch up on, so we were up pretty late visiting. But we got off to a fairly good start the next morning.

DAY TWO Our route was determined, as it often is, by a Roadfood destination, the Dutch Kitchen in Frackville, PA, which is near the intersection of I-80 and I-81, about 100 miles NW of Swarthmore. This is in Schuylkill County, the heart of Pennsylvania coal country. The Dutch Kitchen proved to be a good diner, but not exceptional. Ellen enjoyed her pirogies very much. We expected to see economically depressed cities and towns, since coal and steel have long since fled the area, but actually things looked fairly bustling, so maybe the tourist industry has helped revive the area.

Frackville was only a few miles from Danville, PA, a place where I spent the summer of 1955 engaged in Clinical Pastoral Training at the Danville State Mental Hospital. Ellen had never seen Danville, so we went there. The summer of 1955 was before Shirley and I were married at the end of August. My dad, who had himself done Clinical Training in the late 1940's, very much wanted me to have this experience. I wanted to be as close to Staten Island as possible, because that's where Shirley was, living at home with her parents, and that is where we were to be married. Danville was the closest I could get - a 7-hour bus trip one way. So I spent the weekdays at the hospital and every weekend took the bus to NYC (and the ferry to Staten Island) to be with Shirley. It was a momentous summer in many ways. The Clinical Training experience was interesting, but it was also something of a disillusionment for me, due largely to the nature of the group experience with my four fellow trainees and our leader, Chaplain George Young. It contributed to my decision to change my concentration at Chicago Theological Seminary from Religion and Personality to New Testament, a decision I have never regretted. It probably wasn't exactly what my father intended.

The State Hospital still exists at Danville, and the main building looks pretty much the same. Built in 1869, it is a fine example of the famous Kirkbride Plan, developed in the mid-19th century by reformers as an architectural plan designed to support more humane treatment of the mentally ill. (A virtually identical building was built four years later at Independence, Iowa, where I worked as an attendant in the summer of 1952).

DANVILLE STATE HOSPITAL

In 1955, Danville State Hospital had over 2000 patients. Today it has about 150. Apart from the main building, I could find nothing familiar. The dormitory where I lived seemed to be gone, though a similar building was there, empty and boarded up after a fire had gutted it. The grounds are now dominated by two large Adolescant Correctional Facilities, one for males and one for females. A building where I had interviewed patients was now surrounded by a high barbed-wire fence.

Danville was only a short distance from Lewisburg, PA, home of Bucknell University, where Ellen's son Paul went, and where Ellen had visited several times. I had never seen Bucknell, and I always like to see a new campus if I have the chance. So we drove over to Lewisburg (very attractive), and drove through Bucknell (a beautiful campus with Georgian brick buildings, sweeping lawns and many flowering shrubs and trees - a "campus movie set" as Ellen described it).

From there we went on to I-80 and just hightailed it west, arriving in Kent, OH by about 11:00pm where we found a Super 8 Motel. Along the way, I read aloud, alternately, from Paul Tillich's Love, Power and Justice, Arthur Ransome's Swallowdale and John Aldrich Christie's Thoreau As World Traveler. More on our reading later.

DAY THREE We were on our way by 10:00am or so after a continental breakfast in the motel, and went across Ohio on US Route 244, and then up to US Route 6, a very nice route that took us by two UCC-related colleges: Heidelberg College in Tiffin, OH, and Defiance College in Defiance, OH. We stopped to drive through both campuses. Heidelberg has a handsome campus of stone buildings. Defiance is more modern, and perhaps a less distinguised campus architecturally (though it is attractive), but its academic program is very intriguing, focusing as it does on developing Chistian leaders for service to the community and the world. It is well worth a visit.

We scurried on from Defiance and were at our destination in Bartlett, IL by 7:30pm. We are now at the home of Jerry and Gretchen Hochberger, visiting my brother Stewart and his family, who are gathering as I write for a Sunday evening supper. More later.

Memorial for Blanche Moyse

Last Saturday there was a memorial service for Blanche Moyse, the highly esteemed founder and director of the Blanche Moyse Chorale, in which I have been singing for tbe past 35 years. Blanche died earlier this year at the age of 101. A large group of former Chorale members returned to sing - 42 of us all told. It was a beautiful sound. I was asked to give the benediction, and here is what I said:

"In a few moments, the Chorale will be singing the final chorus from the St. John Passion: Ruht wohl, ihr heiligen gebeine - “rest well, you saintly bones.” I’m sure that at the end of a Bach Festival Season, after months of preparation and then a solid month of rehearsals and concerts involving smaller chamber groups as well as full orchestra and chorus, in a dozen or more venues all over the northeast, by the last Sunday evening after the final performance of the B-Minor Mass or one of the Passions, Blanche would be bone tired and welcome the chance to finally fall into bed and rest well. But I am also virtually certain that the next morning, or at least the morning after that, she rose ready and eager to get back to work, listening critically to concert tapes, beginning to study the score of the next project, perhaps playing her violin.

As much as Blanche was refreshed and renewed in her body by rest, as we all are, she was even more refreshed and renewed in her mind and spirit by her work. She loved her work. There is a beautiful text from Rev. 14:13, which has been set to music many times. The Chorale sang just last week a beautiful setting of these words by Heinrich Schütz: “Blessed are the dead who die in the Lord. They rest from their labors and their works do follow them.” Blanche rests from her labors, yes, but it is also profoundly true, I believe, that her works do follow her. They follow her here on earth – they follow her in the lives and performances of countless musicians whose music-making she shaped and enriched; they follow her in the remarkable concentration of women choral conductors in this community which she role-modeled; they follow her in the memory of thousands of listeners who were present at unforgettable performances of the St. Matthew Passion or other works of Bach; they follow her in the lives of thousands of students brought to the love of music through the BMC’s School of Music; they follow her in the Concert Choir and Chorale which seek to continue to honor her vision and standard of excellence through their singing.

But I believe they follow her into heaven as well. Here is the heaven I wish and imagine for Blanche. Jesus said, “In my father’s house are many mansions, many rooms.” I imagine a room where she has met J.S. Bach, and she is playing the violin in his little chamber orchestra, finally performing all the hundreds of Cantatas that have been lost on earth but saved in heaven, plus the St. Mark and St. Luke Passions. After getting to know her, Bach asks her to lead a small chorus and chamber orchestra. The singers and instrumentalists are not perfect. I believe that heaven is not only for the perfect. No, these musicians want to play and sing well, but they need Blanche’s direction and vision and meticulous coaching and drilling. And of course, because it is heaven, there will be unlimited time for that. That, indeed, is what will make it heaven for Blanche: having unlimited time to do the work she loves to do with musicians who love doing it with her. Eternity will not be daunting to her. She can fill an eternity with her passion for the glorious work of making beautiful music.

Her works do follow her. And of course, what I imagine her doing in heaven is just what she attempted to do right here in Brattleboro. Those of us who were privileged to work with her, or to share in one of the glorious concerts she led, were experiencing a bit of heaven on earth. We may not have fully realized it at the time, but it is so. And for that we are deeply grateful. We bless you Blanche. May your works follow you here on earth among us as long as we live; and may they follow you in heaven for all eternity."

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Postponed!

It's a bit hard to believe that almost two months have passed since my last blog post. After re-reading that March 27th posting, I realize that one thing has changed: I have postponed the May 24th deadline for the publication of the Complete Book of Stories. After our Maine "work vacation" I began to experience some clear signs of stress. I made a list of everything weighing on me, and that deadline was one of them. Since it was a self-imposed deadline, it seemed foolish to get stressed over it. So for the time being I have put the editing of that book on hold. We are about to go on another major trip out west - the usual places, and perhaps some not so usual- and I hope to resume the editing during that trip. My new deadline is Shirley's birthday, September 10, 2011 (she would have been 79 years old).

I have completed the "Shirley's letters to her parents from Wellesley" project for her freshman year - 40 letters all told. Since she was working at a YMCA Day Camp on Staten Island and living at home the summer of 1951, there are no letters until she returned to Wellesley in September. So that project is on hold. However, one new development is that I am hearing from some of her housemates who I contacted, including her roommate. That is adding a new dimension and may result in some "supplements" that I'll send to Katie during the summer months. By the way, if anyone is interested in more details on this project, email me at crockett@sover.net.

The Chorale's concerts took place last weekend. I think everyone was pretty happy - we had two good audiences and they seemed to really enjoy the music (which included Heinrich Schutz's Musicalishe Exequien or German Requiem. This coming Saturday there will be a Memorial Service for Blanche Honegger Moyse, our esteemed Chorale founder, and director for over 30 years (who passed away earlier this year at age 101!) at which the Chorale will sing the final chorus from the St. John Passion and two chorales. Many former Chorale members are returning for that - it will be a wonderful reunion and a very emotional time.

Also, River Singers had a rousing concert to a packed church last Saturday. For a taste of that, go to http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v4w83FTWNbs - it is a video of a Rawandan song we performed with Apollonaire William, a local Rawandan graduate student.

Next Sunday we will sing Handel's Oratorio Israel in Egypt, which is a marvelous work.

And then we get ready for our trip. Stay tuned!